ARGH. hv to move desk AGAIN.
JI SIAN
BUTBUT
they say we might be moving to somewhere far away from RMU.
which is HEH HEH to me!
can play like PC games eg spider, minesweeper hahah
though nt as fun as having internet connection,
but at least dn hv to play in FEAR.
lol
hopefully i get to sit near caining!!
hahah!
then sometimes i can help her too!
then maybe i can transfer unitxP
nt tt i dn like my unit, but i feel tt i dn belong there ):
it's just me la, like gz can rly blend in with them.
i feel quite stressful having nth to do,
i noe it's weird..
but trying to act busy is damn sian too!
(mar dn kill me!)
tt's why if things doesn't improve, i may seriously consider getting another job.
today joy asked,
you're not leaving work anytime soon?
then i totally get the feeling tt she's implying tt i'm nt needed..
maybe it's just pms-ing on my part but tt's the feeling i get ):
and cos gz gets to go out to events with them (they dn want me there ))): ),
i feel more excluded when they discuss stuff tt happened at the event.
then this monday they hv some perm staff lunch+movie
and grace asked if we're gg,
PLEASE they din even tell me abt it!
)):
tt's how sian i feel.
sian in my unit,
i feel tt the pple i can talk too are only grace and gz..
and both of them get along so well with the rest, i get emo and lonely hahahah
lolol
i shall think positive!
and try to find another job all the same..
:P
abit i just told cn tt i'd stay till the end with her!
hahaha feel like taking off next next wed ):
but i'm defly taking off next thurs!
gna tell them like my bro flying off somewhere for internship or sth hahaha
OH fake mc!!
:P:P
they damn shit one, cannot take off w/o reason ):
and it's nt like i've got stuff to do there!
cat will just use gladys to 'ya1 wo3'...
then our relations will be much worse..
):
i'm dao and unfrenly tt's why i'm in this situation...

TT GZ!
always fool ard and slack, though he does quite alot of coolie work,
then somehow i always feel like i'm doing less than him ):
argh dno how to say wad i'm feeling now..
but then he's such a fun person to be ard, i can see why the rest can be more open ard him.
I AM DAO!!!!

lol i'm reminded of my pri sch exp. like i used to sit in the canteen alone at the start of p5 when we changed cls.
then i dno WHY but i'm SUPER grateful tt xr,mt and hs came over to include me in their clique (:
seriously. i think if they din come over then, i'd be a loner now, much less be part of smugglers and sisters!
i'm SUPER SUPER GRATEFUL TO ALL OF YOU GUYS!
KNOW TT I DN MEAN TO BE DAO BUT I TEND TO GET QUITE EMO QUITE FREQUENTLY.
SO DUN LEAVE ME WHEN I'M FEELING TT WAY BUT STAY BY MY SIDE K?
I'LL FEEL MUCH BETTER IF YOU'D SMILE AT ME AND SUPPORT ME X)

btw, i think fb rly cheat pple.
like sometimes they send you this email saying someone added me as a fren,
then i go accept.
then a few days ltr, they send another email saying tt tt person CONFIRMED me as a fren -.-
WTH.
bt i stl add whoever added me hahahah, as long as got mutual frens.
i stl nvr add pple one, too lazy.
BUT THEN
today gz checked his msg and saw tt I ADDED HIM.
i was like ???
i totally DIN add.
but then i din receive any emails tt say tt he added me as a fren,
instead i received one tt said tt he confirmed me as a fren.
???
as though i rly got add him.. -.-
seriously. fb is ... stalkerish.
i shld just go remove all my photos ):
PROM photos.. hahah